now that i have found it, and i want it, all i need to to is take hold and never let it go. if only i could never let it go...
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Name: James Backes Age : 20 Interests : dunno anymore Location :Back home living with my Dad. Occupation : Freelance Chef, employed by Apple Computer Schooling : Graduate of PHHS Graduate of The CCA
Metropolis (DVD)
Lain (DVD)
Princess Mononoke (DVD)
Video Girl Ai (DVD)
Tenchi Muyo (DVD)
Armitage III: Polymatrix (DVD)
Did i lend Armitage to somebody?
Akira: Special Edition (DVD)
To Heart (VCD)
i finally gave these back to allen,
but i want them back, i didnt really watch them XD
the lady called me!!! woo!!! i am employed!!! anyway.. light changes to the blog to fit my mood! udder dan dat, not much else! party is still on... yay see you all there!!!
lightning has just struck my brain, ouch, anyway.... party, well pool party at my house friday, i will get it cleared.... i think afternoon so that all can come... i don't know about foods.... please please bring money if you want foods... or just bring some stuff... chicken and such can be grilled, and hell hot dogs too... i don't like them... but yah.. .i am also out of soda, so hmm.... post comments on what you can bring... and remember this is a pool party, no movies, no games, and no insideness, unless you are changing or.... um... using the potty type thing... but anyway... all that are coming, please try to bring things... and by all means, invite others... i would like to meet tina and dandan and the others.... but like i said.. sometime around noon, or so, so that david can come, and the others that have school.... just gimme some info so i can plan... other than that... thats all for this little one... still no more info about the job, but yeah... i am sure she will call... thanks for your time.
you know something, i just have to say that the entire female population has some strange way of controlling men! i called my school to check if i could defer school, and for how long with out having to re-enroll, it turns out i can do it for a year, but its something like 300.00 to do it, and you can only do it once. anyway, so i am talking to danielle, who is my "representative" at the school, and i explain the situation to her, it took a while, cause she and i always go off onto tangents, but to make the longest thing shorter, i basically hung up with a decision for richard, which was to keep school. i think, no i know its the right choice for me. i thank all of you who posted some form of encouragement, or advice, its not often that you are truly challenged like that, and its good to know that when you are and you feel stuck, that you have friends that can tell you what to do. on to some other things... i think i finally got a job!!! its not anywhere like a store, but on a whim, and some inspiration from my sister-in-law i posted myself on craigslist.org as somebody willing to do just about anything, and like three hours later, i got an e-mail from a lady in SJ, wanting to know more, so i sent her my description and answered her questions, she sent another mail asking a few more, and i answered those, and then finally she asked when it was good to call me, so i said when and i am supposed to get a call tonight!! ^_^ so yah... really great! for her i will be doing things like getting groceries and cooking and other light chores... also installing a closet organizer, they are fun to put in, i have one that i installed myself and they are useful! thats about all.. woah... i just got my horoscope, it comes at about 2:30 every day on my cell phone, anyway Libra: Serious business is effortless, your style and name will open many doors for you. isn't that cool!?!?! anyway... its just a sign, well if you believe in that stuff... and the more i am reading into a book i have called Shogun, really great, anyway.... thats all... nothing much else, i think i will end at that!
i was recently approached by a friend of mine, and asked to do something. he wants me to put a possible hold on college and learn the real-estate biz from him, which would be a 50/50 split, of any venture we would be going after... to make a long story short.... thats 50 percent, OWNERSHIP, of whatever it is we are doing... all just to learn the ways and the workings of the real-estate.... its a great opportunity... and leaves much to be used in the long run, but as many have seen, nothing is set in stone, till it has passed... i really want to do this, but it means possibly putting the CCA away for a while, and maybe for a few years. while its not that bad... it does mean that i can no longer plan to go to san francisco as i was... but on the other side, the capitalist in me is shouting at the top of his little lungs, "TAKE THE F(*#IN' JOB!!! ITS A GREAT OPPORTUNITY!!!!" while the chef is saying things like, you know, you can always come back to the cca... wait... thats not what he was saying a while ago.... maybe i have made up my mind... i think thats what worries me the most, that i cast the CCA aside like that... would it be the same? i can always go back, but truly, would it be the same... i might have true borrowing power before i am 25... to have the power to borrow and buy a house at 25. that is more than any person could imagine, especially in the economy today. its just mind boggling at the possibilities...it would end my financial problems, for the time being, it would teach me how to really manage most anything.... wow.... all i have to say is you guys that read this better leave some form of comment, be it support, or something saying don't do it.... i need help... is this the path for me? is it really destined that i should do this and then the cca.... or maybe not the cca at all? can i keep my self sane while doing it, and can i still pursue my relationship with my dearest julie? ......... can i sound any more like matthew perry when he is doing a silliloque(sp?) on friends?!?!? anyway... like i said... please give me some help here... btw... if anybody wants to go swimming, just call me.... the pool is pretty much free reign... about 1 o clock to 4 or 4:30... not that i am hiding the use from parents, its just annoying to have them walking around, and possibly get in the pool too.... thats about all for this one.
Metropolis (DVD)
Lain (DVD)
Princess Mononoke (DVD)
Video Girl Ai (DVD)
Tenchi Muyo (DVD)
Armitage III: Polymatrix (DVD)
Akira: Special Edition (DVD)
To Heart (VCD)
i could also be reading:
any of the love hina series
the tenchi muyo manga series
some of my online manga's ^_^
hitchhikers guide (non anime)
dilbert and fox trot collections