Name: James Backes
Age : 20
Interests : dunno anymore
Location :Back home living with my Dad.
Occupation : Freelance Chef, employed by Apple Computer
Schooling : Graduate of PHHS
Graduate of The CCA

i may be watching:

Metropolis (DVD)
Lain (DVD)
Princess Mononoke (DVD)
Video Girl Ai (DVD)
Tenchi Muyo (DVD)
Armitage III: Polymatrix (DVD)
Did i lend Armitage to somebody? Akira: Special Edition (DVD)
To Heart (VCD)
i finally gave these back to allen,
but i want them back, i didnt really watch them XD

note to self: dont be stupid and play your hand, before anybody has bet into the game, you just lose.

in case you are wondering about that line, well, its pretty obvious to some what may have happened, and remember, its a metaphor, not reality, allthough it is a great strategy for poker, but in this case it was relationship wise.

i cant say i blame my self, i just got too excited and caught up in the conversation. i hate it when i do that. it seems like my latest connection is doomed to fail, but all that know me, know for certain, i do NOT give up that easily, never have, never will. and i dont look like i am going to any time soon. atleast i hope not....thats about all that i can say on that subject without going into things a little too far, i dont want to embarras anybody, and i definately dont want to prove anybody right, or wrong about anything they may or may-not have said.

so let me talk about my day. it was fun, as are most of the days when i am asked to DJ for a party, let me say, it started cool, turned sour, and ended better than i had hoped. then just kept getting better till Tap... but again, not going there
so we be partyin, Carolyn, for those that didnt know, has/had earned her Girl Scout? Gold Award?, and i am pleased to say that she looked gorgeous ( one other looked better, but again, you didnt hear that from me, and i didnt say it in the first place) so anyway, music was great, food was very munchable and then about five or so we all are bored and decide we need to do something. we dont know what, but it needs to be something, movie, shop, have dinner, doesent matter, something needs to be done... so we trek out in the truck (i had borrowed it for the day) and we head out, intending to go to Carolyn's house, but mom-lady intercepted us, and just sent us to Dezzy's house instead (Jim was worried anyway, Jenni(y) wasnt answering the phone and it unnerved him, she was out jogging, but thats beyond the point.) so we get there, and wait, dez changes, and then we wait, carolyn complains, then we wait more, and finally her (carolyn's) mom calls and says she is finally on her way, so soon she shows up and then carolyn changes into a really, NOICE brown cordoroy dress... and i am not lying when i say, it was really NOICE... anyway... so we be chillin, all set, and we head out, still no idea where we are headed, i had planned to go to Valley Fair or something, but we were pointing the wrong way, and so we headed to Tap, ended up at the great mall instead, but still, had fun, looked at books, DVDs. and then went into sport mart. the bad thing was that since we had been waiting so long, the mall was closing, right as we entered sport mart, in other words, we got there (to the mall in general) at about 8:30, nothing bad, but still annoying, so we head back to the car, (mind you, i was suposed to bring that thing back to the home place at 7. i called but nobody was home) and on the way to the car we got ambushed by vince, ed, sataya, anthony, and some other guy, i still dont know his name. we chat for a bit, and then hop into the car to go get some level 4 (five just didnt taste good to me, nothing wrong with it, but it wasnt good, and honestly the four is also pretty bad... they put too much nutmeg in the spice powder, for those that wondered what that smell was, its chicken and nutmeg.) i tried my first "pearl tea" of sorts and got a ...snow ball?... i think thats what it was called, it was a chilled (slushy) mocha and i put the pearls in it, and regret that now that i think of it. by the way, we left sataya and vince and them all at the same time, and they were at Tap before us. its bad, i dont know if i just dont know the fast way there, but they beat us all the same. anyway we talked and drank and ate and then dezzy and carolyn walk out of Tap, practically leaving me, i didnt know we were leaving, they just left... so i get up and follow and we head back to dez's house, well not really, i keep getting told that we are suposed to turn, and then turn, wait, not that way, that way... much hilarity ensuing, so we finally stop at a house, and i notice carolyn's mom's and her own cars are in the parking lot, let me say, i have still never officially been to carolyn's house, and it doesent count when you just drive by... so she dissapears inside, i do my poker thing and then we go to dezzy's to watch tapes (again, at this point i still dont know whats going on) so we get to dezzy's... and my dad's truck doesent like to fit into the garage. we sit and start watching the tapes, its fun, much coolness.. and we are sitting and then my phone rings, house style, and i know my dad is calling, so i look before i answer, its 11:45... oops... i answer, he just asks where i am, and when i am getting home, it really makes me feel nervous when he sounds calm and not mad, i dont like it, and he never seems pissed, just curious if i am still living. so anyway we are watching, i say an hour, and say bye, we stop watchin one tape, put in another and begin to watch, i keep checking my watch, getting more and more worried, and i hate it when i say i will come home at a time and i miss the time, its just not done, if it were a kitchen, i wouldnt have a job, its just not cool. so i get all done with that, and carolyn decides to sleep at dezzy's house, and so i hug all and head out, get gas, (must fill car, if taking car, its the rule) and head home, and let me say, when you think its a cool idea to kill the engine when you pull into the drive way, dont.. especially if you have power steering, cause the power steering shuts off and you cant fine tune your parking job, but then again, its not suposed to be pretty, just has to be there, and you have to be safe. so i get inside, guess what. i forgot that i had "frozen" pot-stickers in the back of the truck since five... as far as i can tell, they are barely in the safe zone (dont ask, its Safe & Sani. speak) so i rush them inside put them in the outside freezer, which is really cold and i am then doing what i am doing now, typing the blog, there all caught up... nothing else, except that i feel like a FARQING MORON, I CANT EVEN BELIEVE THAT I DID WHAT I DID TONIGHT, SOMEBODY SHOOT ME!! i dont feel better, but i do, odd... thats all, cant think of anything else.

if you truely care for somebody, let them go, if they return, they love you, if you never hear of them again, they are lost. lets just hope they arent lost, but they still return.

i may be watching:

Metropolis (DVD)
Lain (DVD)
Princess Mononoke (DVD)
Video Girl Ai (DVD)
Tenchi Muyo (DVD)
Armitage III: Polymatrix (DVD)
Akira: Special Edition (DVD)
To Heart (VCD)

i could also be reading:

any of the love hina series
the tenchi muyo manga series
some of my online manga's ^_^
hitchhikers guide (non anime)
dilbert and fox trot collections

and some other stuff too...